Bernard English Bloggs

 Life Doesn't Get Better. Pain Also Don’t Get Better. Because In Life You Will Always Have Hard Time May Getter At That Moment Never Wont Stop. Pain Doesn’t Get Better Because If Your Close Friend Or Family Dies That Pain From Them Dying With Never Go Away Nor Never Will Get Better. 

 I Planned To Be The Beat Young Man I Can. I Planned To Go D1 And Go To College. I Planned To Get Straight A’s With A Good And High Gpa. I Planned To Always Be Real With Everyone And Never Have To Lie About Anything. I Planned To Do Great Things In Life. 

 So We Where At This Store Called City Trends. And I Was Looking For A Shirt That Goes With My Out I Hand On. I Was Just Screeching Looking Around I Found A Good Shirt. So I Went To Try It On But The Shirt Was To Big And I Got So Mad Cause I Really Liked The Shirt.  

 I Wish I Ask My Mom How To Not Get In Trouble When I Was Younger. So I Could Prevent All The Bad Thing I Have Done Down The Road In My Life. 

 I Forgot About My Cousins That Lives In Miami Right Now. There Never Real Talked To Me When I Was Down There I Will Always Check On Them Never In Return. They Where Very Shady And Sneaky So I Stop Talking To Them And I Forgot That There Where My Cousin. Because I Was Scrolling On Instagram And Seen One Of There Posts And I Said To Myself Oh I Haven’t Talk To Them In Years And Kept Going About My Day . 

 So It Was On A Friday Night We Where Playing A Real Good Team Tonight. We Was Ready Warming Up Good No Drop Balls Everyone Looking Good. So The Team We Beat Them Before Last Year And It Was A Revenge Game. Lot Of People Was There To See This Game Once Again 2 Great Teams Playing Each Otha. So The Game Started We Playing Good Half Time Hits We Are Up 20- 6 Great Half. Second Half Come The Catch’s Up In The 3 Quarter 23-20 Where Losing They Scored Three More Time In 4 Quarter. I Already Know The Game Was Over By Then. 

 Going To And Party With Your Parents And You Not Knowing Anyone There Is Not Having No Fun. Playing With People You Do Not Know You Will Just Sit There On Your Phone Not Saying Anything. Watching Your Friends Party And You Just Sitting Alone And Just Watching People Dance Laugh And Having Fun Is Not Having Fun. Playing A Sport You Do Not Like At All And Doing Work You Do Not Like Is Not Having Fun. 

 I Am Very Certain That I Will Get A D1 Scholarship Offer. I Will Keep Working Out Keep Grinding Keep Doing What I’m Doing. I Will Make Take My Talent To A Different Level And Separate Myself To Being The Best Person In The Nation. I Will Be A Great Student With High Grades And With A Real Good Gpa. 

 I Just Want To Say I Thank My Parents For Being The Best Parent The Can Be Raising Me Right. Want To Say Thank You To My Girlfriend For Being By My Side Up And Down And Being There For Me When I Needed Some One To Cry On And Some One To Talk To. Want To Say I Thank You To My Brother For Helping Me Out With A Lot In My Life. And Want To Say Thank You To My Friends For Being True Friends Letting Me Know When I’m Slacking And Telling Me What’s Real And What’s Not 

 So It Was My Cousin Birthday She Was Older Than Me. So I Ask Her What Did She Wanted For Her Birthday. And She Said He Wanted To The Jordan’s That Comes Out And Then Shoes Cost A Lot Of Money.So I Said I Will Get Them I Got Them And Bought A Outfit Just To Go With It And Gave Some Money To. So My Birthday Was Coming Up She Ask Me What I Wanted So I Told Her Chucky Shirts Real Simple. So She Gave Me A Card With 5 Dollars In It And I Was Highly Upset. 

 1. My Friends Kept A Secret From Me Cause My Otha Friends Was Talking About Me Behind My Back. My Brother Kept A Secret From Me About Him Taking My Phone Away From Me Years Ago When I Lost It. My Mom Kept A Secret From Me Saying That My Step Dad Was My Real Day.

 So One Day Me , This Gurl Name Kay And My Homeboy Mar Was At The Park Just Talking. So Mar Was Like Do Yall Want To Know A Secret And We Said Yes. He Told Us And It Was Very Deep So We Promise To Not Tell Anybody But Us. So A Week Later Mar And Kay Started Arguing So Kay Say Mar Secret Out Loud And He Was Just Starting Cause Everyone Was Laughing At Him. So Mar Walk Away And Ran Home Mar Never Returned To School And Kay Felt Really Bad. Mar Ended Up Moving To A Different State Because Of The Situation. 

 I Just Want To Say I Truly And Really Apologize To My Parents. To Everything I Have Done To Them Everything I Did Bad I Am So Sorry. I Want To Say Sorry To My Girlfriend For Hurting Her Feeling And Cheating On Her. I Should Of Never Did That To You. You Do Not Deserve To Be Treated Like That. I Apologize To All My Friends That I Haven’t Been Really Truth With. And I Really Apologize To My Brother For Not Beating The Best Brother To Live 

 I Used To Know To Do A Back Flip. I Only Did It On A Trampoline It Been Years Since I Did One. I Can’t Flip Anymore I Feel Like Imma Break My Neck Or Back. I Never Flip On The Floor Cause That Is Really Hard And Real Dangerous. 

I Don’t Remember Ever Seeing My Real Dad Ever In My Life. He Never Did Anything For Me I Don’t Know How He Look Nothing At All. I Don’t Really Remember How I Even Know Who He Is. 

 So I Was At Practice And After Practice I Was Driving Home. So My Girlfriend Asked For A Ride Home And I Took Her Home But I Didn’t Ask My Dad Or Mom Can I Take Her Home. And My Brother Was Looking At My Location Seeing What’s Going On And My Dad And Them Was Trying To Call Me But I Didn’t Answer. I Knew I Was Going To Get In Trouble When I Got Home. 

 I Have To Much Of Clothes That I Do Not Wear. Most Of My Clothes Are Good Clothes I Just Don’t Go Anywhere To Wear All Of Them. I Like Clothes A Lot I Buy So Much I Forget I Already Have Some. New Clothes Get Wore Old Clothes Get Throned Away. Ones The New Clothes Get Old I Just Buy More New Ones For New Shoes I May Get 

 I Can’t Not Deny Not Playing Football Anymore. Football Is My Life This Is The Only Away For Me To Go D1 And Go To A Very Great College. I Been Playing Football Since I Was 4 Years Old. I’m Really Good At This Sport This Sport Really Helps Me Take My Anger Out On Things. Football Will Take Me A Long Long Way In Life. 

 So On November 17 My Baby Bother Was Born. My Dad FaceTime Me , My Brother And Sister Yo Show Us What’s Going On. The Lady Was Tellin My Mom To Push The. Boom My Brother Was Born. He Was So Light Skin And Was Crying A Lot. He Was Kinda Chubby He Face Was Very Red. Then They Gave Him To My Mom So She Can Hold Him. After That She Gave Him Back To The Doctor And They Went To Clean The Baby. 

 I Obsess Over Drinking Soda. Soda Is Not Good For You It Is Very Meaningless. I Will Sit In My Room Play My Game All Day And Drink Soda All Day Long. I Know Is Not Good For Me But I Will Still Sit Here And Drink All The Sodas All Day Long. 

 The Time I Dress Inappropriate For The Occasion Was When I Was Supposed To Wear All Black Or Black And White To My Cousin Birthday Party. I Didn’t Know What I Was Supposed To Wear So I Put On Some Real Good Clothes. The Color Was Red And White. Red Shirt , White Jeans , White Shoes And A White And Red Hat I Was The a Only Person Looking Different.